suddenly woke up at 3pm in the morning.
this is what i wrote on my phone out of boredom.
Its 3am now. Woke up suddenly just nw. Checked the time. I was damn surprised that it was 3am. i was (?!). I thought it was 5am instead cos i usually woke up at that time (according to body clock). Listened to the unknown song titled 'a' in Fabien's wretch blog album just now. I like that song. Its a pity i dont know the exact title and artiste. and its like the first time i like an english song kay. -.- big improvement. I wodner if it improves my english too? xp I'm already growing out of my safety zone and listening to more english songs. Was halfway in Creep by Radiohead when i wrote this. After that came Why or Why not? by Katakiri Rekka (hnnkn ending theme), Another Perfect Day by Americam Hi-Fi, just done with Breathe by Milubing.
Currently listening to Now that She's Gone by JJ Lin. The other day i was listening to the My Chemical Romance dunnowhich album. Not bad lah, some were in fact nice. Okay Down by JJ Lin just ended. Nw its repeating the whole playlist. Omgays creepy the alarm clock's ringing. Wth. Ohyeah i removed some songs from my usual playlist of english songs cos they were either too high or were heavy metal(?). Not suitable for this time unless i wanna suffer insomnia (i dont). I got that only heavy metal from Fabien's wretch blog album too(i think he has more others) and realised heavy metal is kinda thrilling but too much of it hurts ears. Relax, dont scream. ROFLOL. Fabien must be sibei depressed. :x I'm still trying to find the lyrics to some of the songs in my playlist and i nid losta help. :/ I'm gonna try to sleep back now. Hope i can. 4.37am
i managed to sleep back lah. but still felt tired when i woke up at 9.55am.
i disappeared for 3 days. lol.
Saturday sun came out one morning, in a sky so clear and blue; Saturday sun came without warning, so no-one knew what to do.- Nick DrakeCO on saturday(30th may).practised for the whole 6hours without break.
however hardworking i am, i will fail.
practised with jialing, jieling and dorothy.
thanks, seniors.
could say im scared if them.
idontknowwhy.!
wth, im bored. -.-
whatthehellamidoingthere?
the teacher guided me on tan-tiao again. i am stiff.
i think the teacher is a respectable man.
at the end of CO, i have to keep the pipas.
i keep each pipa with pride and care.
but im reminded again that
no one cares.who cares even if i suffer?who cares if it breaks?who cares if i ache?who cares if i die?no one does.i am alone, but not so alone.family outing on sunday(31st may).went to peninsular shopping center.
bought the backpack. (yay)
mine's black, darkgrey and lightgrey checkered.
sis bought a new phone.
SAMSUNG Omnia SGH-i900.v nice. lol. okay, boring outing. -.-
doctor appointment on monday(1st june).nothing much lah.
went library at lot 1 first.
TSGS ROX LAHHH.
i dont really have to change specs.
good news for me? lol.
the bookshop at NUH rox.
bought 3 keychains there.
ate japanese food at lot1.
chicken and eel.
then went home.
even more boring.
hmm, thats all lah.
maybe i'll post again later in the day.
im gonna cleanse my blog now.
-.-
Baby,top.
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