im never better than fourth, no matter what i do
skills, relationship, friendship, studies
in which aspect am i better than her?
none. im just useless.
im useless to society, it doesnt make a diff without me.
im useless to my cca, it would be better without me.
im useless to my classmates, they wouldnt giv a dam.
im useless to my friends, they dont need me.
im useless to my family, maybe they would be happier without me.
maybe i should be gone with the wind...
i am not being emo, i'm just stating facts (:
this is dedicated to someone :
i finally saw you that day and waved at you.
although you waved back, i could see the bewildered and confused look on your face.
you approached me. even though you knew my name and knew i was your junior, i know you only remember vaguely. do you know that i actually felt a little hurt when you said you cant remember us?
what a joke! how could you just forget us in a month when you alr knew them for two years? i had many questions i wanted to ask you but i cant bring myself to talk. i could only force a smile and see you leave the sch gates. i knew their news was true, but i feel that you're faking it.
Baby,top.
Dead & gone. || 2:00 PM